Saturday, June 21, 2008






It's been a short (but somehow long) and tough year.
All in all, I believe we had the ups and downs.
Happy moments, angry moments, frustration, tiredness, pissed off (lol) etc.

I regret if i'm not able to lead all of you well. Deep down i know that, and i couldn't even resolve the misunderstandings(if any) or the acid-alkaline relationship that was awkwardly present.

I didn't receive any feedbacks though, but i guess u guys didn't want to 'hurt me'.
Maybe it's time for criticism. Even HL didn't do that to us or me. Is that why i didn't improve?

I seriously would like to thank every single one of you, for committing your time and effort in the CCA, apologies for those last min tasks which may have drive you crazy, i do not know.

All of you has helped me to become a better person, and i really enjoyed working with all of you. (Though i may be a little frustrated at times, but let bygones be bygones)
I hope one way or another i have helped you too (:

Currently I'm rushing through my testimonial for Sec4 graduation.
Have to make it a good one since it's for ME.

Let me see...
Testimonial Preparation....
"Do not be too modest or embarrassed in your self-assessment. The name of the game for a testimonial is praise of positive qualities. So please do not hold back in revealing all your positive qualities. At the same time, do not lie and make up false examples. Your integrity is at stake here."

I wonder what will happen if i use my friendster testimonial for this....

Hey YOU! Yes you! The one reading this word.
If you want to help me in my testi, it's simple!
Just start to praise me, name out my positive traits and qualities and best supported with an example.

Oh dear. I can't believe school reopens in 25hours time.

OH YAH!
Wednesday was 4Heroes BBQ~! And happy birthday to Yvonne and Lydia!
Thurs went to school then to LIB then to woodlands!
Haiz, everytime when i went back to help out with MFB, i will always recall the time spent with them. So dearly miss the moments we had. Somehow you see your shadows behind the new batch of pupils. Kinda cool. Jiayou SUMMOSA! (: It's cool talking to Yvfynn. She makes me think a lot.

I will make sure i love studying (:

OHYAH! I feel like inventing a "SHUT UP!" sign. So that i can throw/hang/paste on super inconsiderate people without having the trouble to tolerate the nonsense.

This bunch of people from ABC school (yes i know the name of the sch) who are SUPER irritating in XYZ CC reading room. They play cards in the room, laughing at the top of their voices and treat us like casper(s)/or maybe danny phantom. The only act that they were considerate was to smoke outside the room. As if they dare to do it inside.

This bunch of prople from DEF school (yes i know the name of the sch), they spent 70% taking about tom and jerry going to the movies and 30% on electrolysis.

After this post, i believe no one dare to study with ANG PEI WEN again (:
Ok maybe i'm just too sensitive, but i still have great tolerance you see.

Friday, June 13, 2008
Let me translate my title here (in case i'm accused of being ******)
写给女朋友的歌= A song written for my girlfriends (:

Last Thurs and Friday I attended a course, learning how to compose lyrics and stuff. It was quite beneficial (and the food was nice too btw). It's just so cool to attend stuff when you don't know anybody there and unfortunately i suspect i was the oldest person there ):

Manage to finish writing the lyrics till i guess about 1am(it's considered very fast, when have you heard pple composing a song within a day). Ok, cause i thought everyone would go home and complete it, like the whole song with 3 verses, but i didnt know we were only suppose to just finish 1 verse. Oh wells i think i thought i was still in the Cedar environment mood whereby everyone will put in 200% in their work.

I thought it was the coolest day of my life so far in sec4 life. Serious.Nobody will know why except me :p
The sense of satisfaction was rather high. And i was getting a little yaya(translate: yaya=proud) already. HAHA

Click here:
http://yzone.omy.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=465&Itemid=57
(Do not view the vodcast)

Listen to this:


This event is the collaboration of HCI and CDAC.
I would like to thank CDAC for giving us the opportunity to attend the courses.

I will dedicate this song to all my Nv Peng You aka mostly sec4 friends.
Will do it after the Os! Haha getting excited =p

Recently fall in Love with Lin Yu Zhong's Lin Yu Zhong (:

Wednesday, June 04, 2008
I finally have the itch to blog =)
Aren't you excited to see what i have lined up in my post? HAHA!
I apologize but i've decided to blog a BORING post. YES, my definition of boring post is one that illustrates what i do in my life like everyday events even those insignificant ones since i'm leading a not very super adventurous life not like what Alvin Pang went through (i thought his life story was cool).

Let me start in chronological order...lets go back to 11th May...(sun)
MOTHERS' DAY! and i happily prepared: Pineapple rice, old cucumber soup with pork ribs and mee sua (vermicelli). All were inedible except the pineapple rice. I thought i was considered quite sincere...but of course i wasn't since i only went to parsa to shop at 10am in the morning. I was disappointed with myself ):

13th + 14th May (Tue+Wed)
Got back my 9 Papers. My languages kind of **** cause i got B4 for both English and HCL. That's terrible-ly sad cause i started to get worried about my L1. I aimed for L1R5-6points for MYE. You shall guess how much i got.
I am determine to score better or make improvements especially to SS/GE and HMT. I MUST IMPROVE DURING PRELIMSSSSS!!!!! I saw something which struck me: "The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people.” Dr. Randy Pausch

Do i really want my 6 points badly? Alvin wanted to get away from his ah beng friends and want to get education badly, that's why he succeeded in doing so.

Subjects	1st Combination	2nd Combination
English Language		(:
Chinese		(:
Higher Chinese	(:
Additional Mathematics	(:	(:
Mathematics	(:	(:
Biology	(:
Chemistry
Physics	(:	(:
Combined Humanities (SS/GE)	(:	(:
L1R5

HELP! 1? or 2?

16th May (Fri)
Went to shop for farewell presents!! (:

17th May (Sat)
MY First Break cohort 4 1st Meeting. Glad to see cohort 3 people once again! And also other cohorts people, Jan and Yvfynn and the council members.

20th May (Tue)
Mummy's Birthday! Was typing farewell letter that night. Amazingly i could have submitted Ruoyu's letter as my GP assignment cause i wrote about 1500+ words. And most of them are quite boring cause it's all about work. HAHAHA.

21st May (Wed)
CL Sec 4 FAREWELL!! I thought the video was quite touching. HAHA! hmmm come to think of it i had many many thoughts before and after stepping down. I think of what I've gone through, i thought of Exco, i thought of what i've done for CL, i thought of understudies....Frankly speaking i thought i was a : "Try harder, you can do better" leader. I did nothing big for CL, i didn't bring our CCA's name to glory. (cause i thought TT and TL succeeded in doing that and i'm proud of them) I did not lead my team well. I wasn't firm, i didn't dare to scold them i didn't do what my heart told me to. I was frustrated at times (yah i guess many of us were) and i told myself to 'ren3'. I don't know it's because i had given up or i thought friendship was above all else.

But i am still thankful for the opportunity. Thank weiling, previous exco and teacher IC. This position somehow made me grew, i learnt many many things which i doubt i would learn if i'm just a ordinary member. Being in exco made me love CL more. I will never forget what weiling wrote, and i cleverly picked out the point and wrote in ruoyu's letter: Remember no matter what happens, even when everyone has given up, you MUST never give up at any point of time and bring the morale back. If the Pres give up, how can the club survive? 加油And strive to be the BEST Exco ever okay! Must be even better than US! HAHA Come to think of it, i love my letter. HAHA i meant the one i wrote.

23rd May (Fri)
Cedar Cross Country at Bedok reservoir! Shixuan's father fetch us there and it took only 20+mins! WOOHOO! And we reached at 6.50am, even earlier than going to school. This is the 'slackest' run ever, as i walked half of the distance of 3.5km. I thought i could jog all the way when i was overcome by peer pressure and the stupid thought that by walking...you will be able to enjoy the scenery better... Then went to TM (tampines mall) to celebrate Zoey's bdae and EXCO lunch! (: My stomach wasn't really active that day, maybe i wasn't used to eating cold cake first then the main dish, so i couldn't really get the rest of the food down. I felt to sorry for the 4 drumplets and 1 cheesy fish thingy ): After that we went to Jalan jalan at TM and played arcade. Then we proceed on to EXPO 24and finally reached home at about 11? Can't really remember. Amazingly my legs cause hold me through the day...Don't look down on my skinny and muscle-less legs okay....

24th May
MY First Break Meeting #2. Helped out with the video sharing thing. And i took Mr Sng's "how to do an interview" notes and just rattle the info that i highlighted out. Yong Xiang said the info was good. HAHA of course lah, i'm pro mah. Er, i mean i have pro teacher with pro notes ma...

27th May-30th May
Had extended lessons. I seriously don't mind having a-math, phy, chem lessons cause we don't seem to be able to complete the teaching by holidays. I don't want to rush through when school reopens ):
I randomly told yi fang and edward
PEIWEN: Oh i want to get a seat in the MRT so that i can sleep. You know i always like to sleep on the bus, once, i even drooled on my shirt....
Yi Fang: Oh yes, i really need to know that....

HAHAHA ! don't you think the reply was cool????

3rd June
MFB Pitching at CDC at 9am. Was shocked by the 'formal wear' that they were in, mine was just too 'casual wear'. I was confident of formosa, i thought the presentation and presenters were great. Serious. Anyway disappointment will not stay with them for long, and it will make them even want to do better next time. And i think we (alumni and SMU people) think a little too much, we thought that the team was very upset and tried to say those encouraging words and comforting sentences...But aren't we thinking too much? LOL Maybe they aren't that upset and disappointed as we thought they were, they are not some fragile glass bottles lah. But do you agree that those who felt more disappointed are those who put in more effort and invested their time for the pitching? (okay, i think i'm gonna get ham tum by saying this) Did reflections and i'm glad nana managed to say out what was bothering her, i believed she felt better saying them out.

Not forgetting, 2 guests speakers were Addison Kang(founder of cherry credits, person who brought maple story to Singapore) and Alvin Pang. Both came from humble background and went through a tough journey before getting what they really wanted do to in life. Addison's message: PASSION. In the world of business, if money is the thing that comes first, you are not likely to succeed. But if your PASSION for the business comes first, the $ will automatically come in. Alvin's message: Change your attitude, transform your life.

Yusin added something lame: IMPOSSIBLE. Split the i-m and p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e, It reads: IM POSSIBLE!!!! YAYNESS!!
(Addidas) Impossible is nothing, (Nike)Just Do it.

4th June
Went to study in the morning with Zoey, Suet Far and Jan. 1 good thing to study in school from what i've heard is that you get to receive FREE SWEETS from teachers!! HAHA. Rushed off to meeting in the afternoon. And i was totally ashamed of myself cause we were ****. It's like we are considered the most not important people, and the principal and chairman actually had to wait for us to begin. OH NO! I don't dare to elaborate here, in case i'm not allowed to. Anyway Mr Stephen Leong is the nicest man on earth!

The more you are nice, the more i will feel guilty, the more i will change. Is that suppose to be the theory?
No i think is: You are not a 3year old kid , u should be mature enough to see right from wrong. HAHA okay i'm talking rubbish.

Just now when i was queuing the best chicken rice ever tasted located at Bishan....and when i was my turn i ordered:
PW: Uncle, 鸭腿饭一盘。吃的。
Uncle: Huh?
PW:鸭腿饭一盘。
Uncle: 小妹，鸭饭在那里，这里是卖鸡的。(yes, the duck rice stall was just a stall away from the chicken rice stall)
PW: OH! (finally realised) Sorry sorry, 鸡腿饭! 鸡腿饭!
LOL, and they were laughing at me ):

And the funny thing is, the boy behind me ordered: Give me 2 Chicken(supposed to be 2 plates chicken rice). Uncle replied, 2chicken ah, $22.

I would like to thank:Xuepiao, yanjie, chunshu, esther, aonan, janice, yongxiang, edward, Boon Hui, Ivy, Siying, Soak Teng for tagging (: Thank you for paying a visit to the once dead-but-just -revived blog (: