Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Sunday, October 07, 2007
I was wondering if i should name it complicated friday or happy friday...

Alarm rang at 8.30am.
Woke up at 9.45am.

Celebrated Suet Far's bdae with family (:
Remember we still owe her presents!!! haha
I felt stupid x(
And i've somehow promise myself tt next time i should just inform both parties.
It's terrible hiding too.

Rushed down to Olivia's condo at 7pm.
Haha such a coincidence though.
At least i didn't get lost alone.

Haha i can't imagine if XYZ went and saw tt ABC went too.
Only highly intelligent pple will understand what i'm trying to say (:

Went there to eat!!! I was super hungry. And i was super lazy. So i only eat and didn't even BBQ myself! oh no! :(

Played some games and tried roller blading again.
Starting 'cooking' the popcorn at 9.50pm? And we only get to eat at 10.20pm.
Though it only need 10mins to be done. Haha very hilarious lah. In the end half of the popcorn was chaotah!

Went home at 10.50pm.
9pple squeezed in Lydia's 5seater car. HAHA! Her father looked at 9pple walking towards him, then he take at a look at his car. Then he look at us again. HAH!

4 pple alighted, then her father fetched the rest of us home. AWW...so nice!! (:
Manage to reach home 15mins before 12. If i had taken MRT i will be stuck at the interchange when there's no more bus in service.

Such a tiring day! (:
Though morning+afternoon was a day of confusion.
But i guess i enjoyed myself during the BBQ.

Thank you Family and 3H.
You all had made my day on Friday the 5th Oct (:

Thank Olivia for providing ur hse.
Thank Grace for repairing the roller blade.

Sorry Z and Y.
Sorry grace, i suddenly felt weird cause i think i said the wrong things at the wrong time. Blame my big mouth x(

Thursday went to Yanjie's Chalet.
Played roller blading (: How i wish i can invest in a cheap roller blade so i dun have to rent everytime.
If i rent 10times for 2 hours, it will be 10x$10=$100!

Whao yanjie is superb! I think she haven't went home since physics test. HAHA

And i just realized i took 9papers in all.
Means we will be getting back 9papers in 2days. ARGH!!!!

And i realise i have quite alot of things to do for CCA.
Best Practice, CCA tee, Notice Board, Open house, End of year BBQ/camp, Next year CNY(Banner, auditions), members bdae presents. Exco please be prepared to stay back on several days. must 同甘共苦！哈哈！

Wednesday, October 03, 2007


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E-math
HAHAHHA! when the tcher said:"you may begin",
i switch on my calculator and see the figures fainting!! Yes my calculator ran out of battery. So i panic. And Mrchia got me a calculator. And i dunoe how to use it :( i dun even know how to type fractions. So i bang my calculator and press the battery area. TADA!
The battery is back! haha cause i guess i dropped it too many times and the battery was lose. Yup, and tt cause me not able to do the 1st 2 pages cause i felt so worried when i think i'm gonna die without my calculator :(

SS
HAHAHAH! Is there some course called: Write fast fast during exams course? I wrote damn slow, and i dun even think i've reached the levels lah. ARG!!! And i actually studied healthcare, then i gave up. Then i decide to study Conflicts and detterance. But i focus more on conflicts which is on tamil tigers and northern ireland. And guess what came out for SBQ? Tamil tigers. I almost fainted when i tried looking through the cover page and saw 'tamiltigers' spelt latterally inverted. Come out for SBQ = wont come out for SEQ

Then it was the weekends. So i had friday, sat and sunday to study for 5 Subjects.
Went to Teck Ghee CC everyday. Whoa i love studying there (: Aircon+Near+No distractions+Veryquiet(except for times when **** pple are there) + FREE!

I suddenly miss studying :(

I must be crazy.

And i felt so disappointed with myself. For not studying early, and complaining tt i dun have enough time to study. I know the consequences now. And i felt meaningless studying when i can only memorise instead of taking time to understand why this happen.

Geog+Chem
LALALALLA. I understand the word blind after chem paper. The question said oxygen is form.....blah blah. And in the equation i wrote hydrogen. And i such a hard time balancing the equation as i need it for the later part of the qn. And it's 6 marks pls. I left is blank! so dumb, no ECF!

Bio
HAHAHHAH! Germination? Photosynthesis? Respiration? WHY i never look through the TB examples.....I dun even know what the potassium hydroxide is for! haiyo 10marks leh!!!!!!! X(

And tuesday. I slept 1.5 hrs in the afternoon. Went to CC to study at 4pm. Study till 9.30pm. And i only manage to finish 4 chapters of physics. So not productive lah. went home and did amath. Then at 11.40 i continue 5chapters of independent learning. Took me around 30min to finish the 5chaps. Slept at 12.40+ Plan to wake up at 5am. (cause i haven't finish some parts yet)

The next morning....Whoa i dunoe why i still see stars in the morning. I feel so groggy. Yah i know why we need so sleep early le. Especially at courtyard. I felt so tired lah. Then i start to panic so i calm myself down by talking to my mind. HAHAH!

Break for physics was ok. I felt better though amath ROCKSss! It's super hard. And i felt so ****** for giving up so easily. Once i can't do tt qn i will skip to the next one. And i can't even solve some simple qns lah :( Cause the eqns involve are super big.

Physics
I sat in front for Physic (reg1) and whenever you look up to look at the time, you willl see 5-6pairs of eyes looking at you. Haha and i cannot look across as physics department tchers are there. I will feel stress up. So i was talking to myself like Power=wd/t. Wd=FxD, F=ma...blahblah And i realise physics and Bio are somehow a world of difference. in terms of mark allocation too. You write 4 sentences for 2m qn in bio, but you did a 1step working for 2m qn in physic (but it will test ur understanding to get this step correct) Really, but i'm interested in both subjects (:

But everything's over.
Once the paper of tt day is over, i didn't really bother to go home, look at the paper, look for the right answer, think how dumb i was, then count how many marks i loss.....Normally i dun have the habit of doing this. Never ending Self mutilation.

I mean can't do anyth le. IT"S OVER!
You can make a difference to tmr's performance but you can't do anyth to yesterday's mistakes.

Of course i would like to thank those who sent encouraging msgs including the forwarded sms-es. Haha at least they made me smile in the middle of the super tense study atmosphere.

Went home and slept from 4.30-7pm. Wanted to sleep more but have to wake up for dinner.
Haiya i thought i could break some sleeping records of 24 hrs of sleep.

HAHAHA i had mixed feelings after exam.
Got one instance when i felt like life's suddenly became meaningless after exams, when you have nth to do. (i mean you have someth to do, but you dun feel like doing them at all)
Then i read grace's blog and realise: Olevels' MT paper on 30Oct. HELLO! it's like 3.5 weeks more?? Then it motivated me to start learning some chimchim words for compo. Yah it's nth compared to grace who is determine to do test papers everyday.

Ok, looks like i have 6 weeks left till holidays.
Maybe i shall:
-Prepare some farewell presents.
-Finish up CCA stuff: CCA tee, Best Practice, Open house, Photos
-Olevels CL: Dun be complacent!
-Have fun at the same time (:
Go for some sun-tanning ba, look like a ghost everyday, scaring pple away. HAHA!

That's all for today (:
It's 12.57am. It's morning.
I'm hungry.....

Oh yah i thought i was having exam anxiety! Cause i have super poor appetite.
Sometimes i will feeel super hungry, but when i have a plate of rice in front, i will feel very bloated after a few spoonful of rice. DUn like the feeling at all x(