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Saturday, July 14, 2007

WHEEE~ 2Weeks had passed (:

Within 3weeks of sch, we had 8tests + 1 olevel oral.
Next week will be olevel Listening + EL oral.
Oh wells. all sec3s are having this similar, no, i meant congruent time table.

My results are rather disappointing ):
Failed some papers, expectedly. I felt even more upset when i know tt my class is doing so well. For example, when you know that majority of the class got an A while you looked at your grade D score, you will feel like a loser. But when you compare to other classes and majority of the pple failed with single digit you felt relieved. But you will never improve in this way. Now i understand why my senior said trip sci is so stressful. Cause they do papers like ABC, while you have to struggle behind...

But i'm glad i have a life. My life is happening. I dun study 24/7 , nor do i chant my textbk everyday.

I realize results are so important to me now. Just had physics test, and i'm quite sure more than half of my class would score 20/20 while i'm gonna be e onlyone who scored 14/20. Cause the paper is SO EASY. Mr goh, why you dun want to set more challenging qns. You know our class studied so much on vel time graph, positive negative vt graph, tension in the string...and all these nv appear in e paper. The qns are just on Speed time. And i actually made some fatal mistakes by not drawing e graph before attempting e qns. I left 10+mins at the end and i didn't even double check with the eqns i memorised. Mr Yau, kill me now. I felt so angry and disappointed with myself. My heart really ache. Serious. i took it very hard. But, i realise it's not e end of the world. Feeling sad doesn't change the results of my paper, it's already over. Think of the future tests i'm going to take. Dun make the same dumb mistakes again.

Nothing is going to move on if i'm having a brooding frame of mind. The most crucial is still Olevels. Cause all the hard work and efforts these years is for the olevels in sec4.

Failure is the opportunity to begin again, more intelligently.
Henry Ford
The man who has done his level best, and who is conscious that he has done his best, is a success, even though the world may write him down as a failure.
BC Forbes
Failure is the condiment that gives success its flavor.
Truman Capote

from Kah Jun:
STRESSED is just DESSERTS (spelt backwards)
Though it doesnt really comfort me at that point of time, but thanks.
As desserts has no link to stress.

Okay. Shall Change topic. Haha
I would like to share something with everyone, or anyone that is reading this post.
Please spare some time to watch this video.It will show you the definition of love. It touched me, and i believe it will touch you too.
Grabbed from my brother again. Good things are meant to be shared. Haha

Went to view grace's blog just now. 13/07 post.Found the last paragraph:The five simple rules to be happy, very meaningful. Do take a look, as i don't think it's nice to copy paste here.

Maybe i was kinda distracted this few days. And cause i can't really expressed it out...The invisible pain is just there. HAHA! ok abit exaggerated. Yupp so currently 2 pple are making me worried for them. And i just couldn't help much.

To XXX: i guess i can never bring you happiness anymore. My heart aches to see you sad. And i guess ur heart felt a thousand times more pain than i do. The scene always flashes everytime i see you. Yet i can't bring myself up to comfort you.

YUP, and i still remember week2, someth awful just happened. I dunoe what's strong with me.
that was e first time in my life that i said sorry, without actually meaning it.

OH wells i shall look forward to racial harmony on friday, and week5 (test-less week, but i guess tchers will just squeeze in a MT test), week 6 lders invest. Week10 Cedar 50th.

I still remember during this week's SEL lesson. I laugh till i cry lah! though the topic was HIV positive women....but yah. Anyway today went to AMK hub at around 3.30pm to meet someone called edwin whom agreed to buy my bro transformer. yup in case you dunoe what transformer is, it's a toy lah, which can transform from a robot to some other vehicle or animal i guess. Haha so i posted it on wholivesnearyou and this person actually agreed to my offer of $20. Remember sec1 when the cyberspace person told us not to meet pple whom we knoe online/through net?? Haha so who cares , and AMK hub is so crowded, as if he can do anyth to me. So yupp, miracle-ly, i handed him the transformer and he handed me the $$. He's very 'shuang3 kuai4". yupp (: And someth very coincident happened. My brother was also at AMK hub and he's also selling someth to someone he met online. And yup tt person turn up and agreed on the terms with my bro. And someth very funny occured, my bro and i were wearing black top, and both the pple we met wore white top. Ok lame.

That's all i guess.
reply Tags: (ops i dunoe where i stop)
to GERMAINE: Helllos!!! haha
to kahjun: What kind of weird language is that??
to iw: You can go for the i'm gifted camp next yr.
to Krystal: Haha thanks for the oil.
to zoey: haha dunoe, maybe my mind was blank at tt moment.
to wasabi: Haha you very funny leh, but now you also nv update ur blog le
to alyssa: haha these pple like to target innocent girls like us mah! Haha

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